HOW IT ALL STARTED

A few days back in the dusk of May when I was taking my data science lessons sitting in my chair, was thinking why shouldn't I start blogging??

I thought that would be great because I think what I have learnt till now and learning at present and all the struggles and failures I have faced need to be expressed in public along with that I have a story to share...

Back to 2020

Hello, I am Indranil, a 21-year-old living in Kolkata. Well, I wanna say from the beginning of my life. It was class 6, from when I can tell about myself. From the very beginning of my life, I was very shy and an average boy. I always have been a mediocre student. Anyways, back to class 7, from class 7 tuition batches got started at my home and continued to class 12. Those years were really amazing!!

From class 10 something new was happening in my life. I had fallen in love with a girl, then it was so amazing like a wave of high-loaded happiness was flowing within me, but now it is as pathetic as happy was that time. Cause it was totally one-sided, and I used to be very happy when she came to the tuition. I used to be very shy at that time. Even nowadays I regret for not telling her about my feelings for her. 7-to 8 months passed I couldn't tell her about my feelings and the test exam for the 10th class arrived at the door and as expected I scored very bad marks that time. It was 2 months left before the final exam, so I needed to start studying hard and we stopped talking to each other. In those 2 months, I literally studied too hard and was able to get an 86% mark in the 10th final. After the exam, I heard that she left the school and moved to another town. It really hurt me.At least I need to tell her about my feelings, afterwards it would be her decision.

                  "Last but not the least I can say that I felt something real for her🥺"

Class 11 started soon, this time I only focused on studying hard. To be precised in class 11 I used to have too much fun. But in class 12 I really worked damn hard on my studies. Also this time I was able to get a 92% marks in my 12th. But, in class 12, I got another crush on a girl but she is now my best friend and I am happy with that. I pray that the relation will remain ever last

It was 2020, 12th result had come out. This time it was COVID-19 pandemic. This time all the communication & sources got shrunk, you know all guys.This time I got too much involved in computer games. I was literally addicted to it. I was playing games 16 to 18 hrs a day.This time my friend circle decided to take arts in college. So, I did the same without thinking about my future. Cause that time I was stuck to government services and got a thought that there was no other opportunity except government service. Government exams contain too many topics related to arts, so I thought I had taken the most right decision. My father did not agree on that point. He consistently insisted me to take chemistry hons. He also told me to get admission in presidency university, Ashutosh college, St. Xavier's college. But, then I was a moron I took arts and got admission to the Barasat Govt. college.

Here the tragedy begins, the full 1 year means first two semesters happened online and also the pandemic remained as before. At the mid of 2021 lockdown was withdrawn by the Government. Life was becoming as before it was going on. Soon 2nd year started , lockdown gone, this time I enjoyed too much, started to explore places near me, hanging out with friends, parties and also other aspects. Then 2022 comes. Started studying , this time for govt exams, but W*F!! I lost interest in studying those lesson. I just can't keep my mind engaged in the study of govt exam. After the 4th semester online exam process was disappeared so we had to study to clear the remaining two semesters. I started studying those arts subjects this time I also felt that I lost my interest on this topics also. This time I realised that my brain was set logically, I couldn't cope with those subjects. I felt that I have cheated on myself, very badly cheated. I cheated with my career , my future. I can't tell anyone in my house cause my father warned me before I had selected my stream. I had to suffer in silence, I used to cry in the Ultadanga pedestrian bridge. Those times, I used to browse career opportunities. I also knew that I have to attend an entrance test to get a better future. That time I found three grad level entrance exam GATE, CAT, merchant navy. Then I sort out CAT as my aim out of 3. I have power lenses for my eyes so I can't appear for merchant navy and I had no engineer background so I can't also appear in the GATE. So, there was only one option CAT was left. Then I explored more about the exam I found all the section of the exam. I got to know about the VARC, LRDI & QA section and was able to resonate with my mind and brain . I put my 100% of effort and dedication on the exam in 2023 but Alas! I was unable to clear the exam. But got some major learnings from it and at the end of the year I took a commitment on myself

   "I will not commit such kind of act for which I should have to regret on my own😇"

My life is still motivated by this one and only commitment and. So, I have no regrets on myself for loosing CAT last year. This year also I am preparing for the CAT24. Also, this year I am learning graphic designing and data science for exploring more opportunities.

Now, I just want to share my journey and thoughts with you guys. Here, I want to share my thoughts, struggles, breakthroughs, tips upon data science and opportunities in graphic designing and much more. In a dusk of May when I was learning my data science lessons, a thought stroke my mind about starting the blogging. So, I have started. That's how it all started.Stay tuned for updates. Thank you for reading till the end....

Current Me, 31st May, 2024